Memory lossThursday, January 17, 2008
One of the hardiest part of my health situation is battling memory loss. Everyday I wake up hoping that my forgetfulness will lessen. That I won't do a task and suddenly forget what it is all about. It's hard when I'm talking to someone and suddenly I'm loss with words or I'm sharing something and realizing that I shared it a couple of times before.
What worse is, not only I forget things I also jumble words. I had to think hard in order to remember the right spelling. Sometimes, I had to consult a dictionary to know if my spelling is indeed correct. I can't trust my memory. That's why when someone complain about life is harder for them I tell them, "What's more for me who constantly loss my memory, life is not hard, we make life hard!" Life is unfair but not hard.